I've decided to start going to the gym every other day to burn calories. Cardio is a good way to burn calories.
Once I'm 135 or 130 I'll start going to the gym in Mosa. Probably 130, since there are a lot of rich skinny bitches (literally, since that's how they act) and I'll need to be as skinny as them. Plus I can meet locals. :)
I am definitely dedicated to eating healthy. My mom got me fast food, but I won't eat it. I only eat fruits and vegetables now. I want to be skinny and healthy.
I went to BB, expecting to buy coffee and then muffins at GS, but as I was standing in line, a scone caught my eye. For the past week, I have been craving one, couldn't find one. Interestingly, it was 11, so it should have been sold out by now. There was also just one left, and it was my favorite flavor - cranberry. You have no idea how happy that made me.
I also woke up as 149 today, which means I lost 2 lbs from bike riding. I'm not surprised, we did a lot of walking around. That's why I love walking - you can lose a lot of weight from walking without having to break a sweat!
Now I'm off to buy spring water for Damien, and healthy food for myself.
Except for the scone, today is Day 3 of eating healthy food. As long as I eat healthy for the rest of the day and the week, I won't mind.
be willing to fight for what you deserve
Blargh. It's 3 in the afternoon and I haven't gotten any exercise (but my legs were SUPER sore after yesterday, so they need a break).
Luckily I have eaten: an omelet, mango, orange, nectarine, and milk aka ALL HEALTHY FOOD.
I want to go bike riding again today, but I don't think I have the energy. I think I'm going to go on an hour long walk (210 calories) instead.
I went bike riding today. Everyone from Mad Hatter Beaach to Dondo Playo is super gorgeous and exudes confidence. You can just tell that they love themselves. I want to be like that - blonde, skinny, full of self-love. I will be like that too. I hope my kids will be Mosa Beach or PV people. That's my goal. I want to be mistaken for being from the Palisades or Malibu.
CW said Andrew wants to hang out with us. I need to meet more ES people. If I hang out with him, that will definitely help my popularity.
I am so glad I added Pearl! She is so freaking gorgeous! She is my inspiration. She makes me want to lose 19 lbs and become a model.
success = losing weight + exuding confidence + not giving a shit about what others think/say. I will do that from now on.
If I eat out of boredom (like I was just doing), I know my body is getting the nutrition it needs. My body has nutritional needs and how else is it going to get them? I don't take vitamins so unless my body can create them out of thin air, I need to eat to get nutritious food.
Eating healthy food our of boredom doesn't create guilt like when I eat unhealthy food.